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Boredom Death Faith Homesickness Life Melancholy other Prose Struggle

Celestial update

Dear Mom I thought that I should write to you to give you an update about myself. Ive grown, I feel the burden of life settling on me. I never knew how much worry and weight you held off my back until you left. You did all that with your wisdom and love. I still […]

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Confusion Death Faith Heartbreak Life Melancholy Soul Struggle Time

Christmasless

Dear MOM, If ink was the blood you needed to live, i would have written the poem of infinity. If thoughts would bring back the smell f your cheeks, i would have rethought this entire existence a million times over. If prayers would bring back a sight of your glossy smooth skin, i would have […]

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Confusion Happiness other Struggle Success

Embrace

In the midst of chaos, internal and external, i see myself gaze at the noise around me, without any purpose or reason. Nothing is justified beyond my capacity to comprehend it with my limited sense of self and sense of consciousnesses. I find my struggle for success or self sustainability contradicting. There are things i […]

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Confusion Fear Homesickness Melancholy Prose Struggle

Homesickness- It keeps on coming back

Each time i’m alone, soul tired and mind intoxicated by the prolonged dreams of progress, it hits me, like a withdraw from a bad addiction or a strong headache after a bottle of cheap scotch. Shame on a country that separates parents and siblings, friends and memories, loved ones and chirpy feelings of soul surrender […]

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Life Struggle

The worst people,

teach you the best lessons!

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Boredom Confusion Death Melancholy Struggle

Trickle down the boredom stream

Plotted against myself i find it difficult to gather the inner crush i had of the person who touched and changed my nucleus. The despair of a fear, and the dread of a bloody tear, the yearn of a smile and of attention i have had for a while, are caging me behind invisible bars. […]

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Fear Melancholy Struggle

Swamped and swept under

With a brush, a crush and a decaying memory.

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Satisfaction Struggle Success Time

My holiday tips:

If you had a goal in 2012, keep pursuing it in 2013. Never quit! If you have a problem with someone, bury the hatchet! life works against you when you hate Eat healthy, work out Maintain your sense of humor, life is prettier this way Last but not least, appreciate the quality people in your […]

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Boredom Confusion Failure Struggle

Sneaky Cripples

Corrugated by the explosive character in me, i propel changing the signs that cross my thoughts once a second to transform itself into an obsession of an unsanitary characteristic of a mind held behind bars, begging for freedom i ought not know how to handle. A crippled man who know how to want to be […]

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Struggle Success

To all those in competition

i will be waiting on the finish line!

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Struggle Success

You steal the fruits from my back yard

and you claim you have a garden!

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Struggle Time Yearn

When your silent moments are the noisiest

is when you know your creative is on!

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Boredom Confusion Failure Melancholy Satisfaction Struggle

Crushed

The ticks of the clock falls from the flow of eternity and breaks, awakening the deep worries buried within the deepest corners of the ignorant soul. The consistent tries to make thing work in a fascinating way has turned into an effective tool to craft lines on the present so that tears find their ways […]

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Struggle Success

Comfort zone

is the worst place to be

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Boredom Confusion Failure Struggle

Twilight of a nightmare

Bare naked, faked emotions dress the dark gloom that hovers over the silent lover who awaits seldom moments of seclusion infused with random omens of beauty which escaped its meaning and dwelled an unparallelled existence that attaches itself to parts of humanity to only shine when we can’t define the crying of nothingness which we […]

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Life Prose Soul Struggle

What’s happened!

Feel as if the world has lost its meaning withing the depth of materialism and every day life struggle. And we are a part of it. We cannot escape the fact that we are stuck, stuck, carried, affected, infected with the latest contagious material objects. Back in the day, an idea will make you stay […]