Fear, freedom, friends, fortune, favor, force, front, fuck, face, faith, fame. Fierce is the name of the game. Time does not matter for it is forgotten. Fuck time, it’s not mine, it’s for another person’s mind and rhyme. Wait for me mom, I love you but you are so fast. Forever I look for you, […]
Author: richardfallah
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Celestial update
Dear Mom I thought that I should write to you to give you an update about myself. Ive grown, I feel the burden of life settling on me. I never knew how much worry and weight you held off my back until you left. You did all that with your wisdom and love. I still […]
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Christmasless
Dear MOM, If ink was the blood you needed to live, i would have written the poem of infinity. If thoughts would bring back the smell f your cheeks, i would have rethought this entire existence a million times over. If prayers would bring back a sight of your glossy smooth skin, i would have […]
In the midst of chaos, internal and external, i see myself gaze at the noise around me, without any purpose or reason. Nothing is justified beyond my capacity to comprehend it with my limited sense of self and sense of consciousnesses. I find my struggle for success or self sustainability contradicting. There are things i […]
Sunday – may – 21 – 11:39am Where does one’s spirit go? There you are, the person I love the most, I’ve idealized the most, I’ve crystallized into a goddess, I’ve engraved in my heart, soul, thoughts, deeds and every waking moment of my life. Lying there, breathless, soulless, smiling, sad, as if you’ve mourned […]
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I waited for you
May-18-2017 – 6:05am In bed, head deep into a dream of inverse reality. I waited for your smooth sway in the house makes up my oxygen to stay alive. I waited for your soft voice that song the eternal remedy for my life despair. I waited for your soft touch to tap my shoulder and […]
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On Startup Culture
What is the most important investment you should make in your startup before launching? Office? Computers? 401K? Bean Bags? How about this! COMPANY CULTURE! the most critical and undervalued asset that can lay the foundation for the growth of your startup. ESPECIALLY if you are working in remote teams. WHY? Because it is proven to: […]
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Rain and Her
The bell rings, the light drizzle of rain slowly massages your cheeks while cleaning your pure guilt from tormented passions. You walk fast as the rain gets heavier and the bell is about to finish its cycle, and there it is, one beautiful piece of existence, sitting on the side of a curb staring at […]
What are you creating? moments of happiness for yourself, for others, things, energy, power, time. It does not matter. The essence of things is not what you think it is, it is in fact the complete opposite of everything you ever thought it was! If you ask how and why, existence will tell you not […]
Let swim the grin, across your chin, and the one thousand sins, you wish you can tint, behind your words and your hints, quickly become a weapon, a flint, you stab your chest with then sprint, at the splinted weak heart to leave your footprint, but there is no space for another trace, so you […]
is a collection of short stories u write daily, try not to fuck up on the grammar…
does not take long weekends
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“Phone separation anxiety disorder”
Been seeing it a lot lately…
is our most valuable enemy!
As i sit here, staring through the window of infinite opportunities, i reflect about the unlimited possibilities that escaped my existence; then i realize that i am simply haunted by time. I walk through the garden of my mind and i see me looking back at a person i wanted to be but is impossible […]
others do it sitting in their dark room thinking about the world.
Each time i’m alone, soul tired and mind intoxicated by the prolonged dreams of progress, it hits me, like a withdraw from a bad addiction or a strong headache after a bottle of cheap scotch. Shame on a country that separates parents and siblings, friends and memories, loved ones and chirpy feelings of soul surrender […]
teach you the best lessons!
Plotted against myself i find it difficult to gather the inner crush i had of the person who touched and changed my nucleus. The despair of a fear, and the dread of a bloody tear, the yearn of a smile and of attention i have had for a while, are caging me behind invisible bars. […]
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Swamped and swept under
With a brush, a crush and a decaying memory.
At an unusual instance, my eyes shut, my body drifted, and my mind lost itself into a 15 seconds of a state of semi death! As i laid on my bed, breathless, eyes open, unconscious, my soul felt an unusual pull towards another state of existence, or a state of non-existence. Memories did not seem to […]
Dreaming of a memory of a dream that never came through. Light years are closer to destination than a lost memory of a dream that was forged through inspiration, irrationality, materialization and weird emotional undecisiveness. If castles are built for kings by overworked and underpaid slave workers, dreams are made for one’s soul by the substance of underdeveloped rational, […]
when you close your eyes and watch your past slips through quicker than a flash!
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My holiday tips:
If you had a goal in 2012, keep pursuing it in 2013. Never quit! If you have a problem with someone, bury the hatchet! life works against you when you hate Eat healthy, work out Maintain your sense of humor, life is prettier this way Last but not least, appreciate the quality people in your […]
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Religion is not a tag,
it’s a state of mind
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We all go back in time
but suffer memory loss each time we do it!
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Conclusion: Religious + Illiterate =
Literally Retarded
Corrugated by the explosive character in me, i propel changing the signs that cross my thoughts once a second to transform itself into an obsession of an unsanitary characteristic of a mind held behind bars, begging for freedom i ought not know how to handle. A crippled man who know how to want to be […]
the rest have no fuckin clue!
i will be waiting on the finish line!
and you claim you have a garden!
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Stop the clock
and tell destiny it has lost for the first time its race towards nothingness and while it fades away into the universe we celebrate our new eternal life with our loved ones.
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From a far away whisper :
May every word, every smile, every eye contact, every blessing, every beautiful wish and every good memory gather for an ultimate healing. May the grace of every soul form a harmony that sways the concept of last goodbye into a formidable reunion that last forever!
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Some people have a soul
others have a sou!
are what makes the biggest difference!
is when you know your creative is on!
While i run after my thoughts
it’s the quickest way to get to places you once been
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Stop fighting your destiny
because you would only be fighting yourself!
And everyone else we meet proves that.
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Crushed
The ticks of the clock falls from the flow of eternity and breaks, awakening the deep worries buried within the deepest corners of the ignorant soul. The consistent tries to make thing work in a fascinating way has turned into an effective tool to craft lines on the present so that tears find their ways […]
or 40 years building someone else’s!
is the worst place to be
is one form of oppression
are amazingly related in the way they exhibit their inexplicable existence.
The water does not choose its course, gravity does. And so we are coursing through our lives as chosen by time and the ultimate master of creation; maybe the masters of creation! The way things are made in this world is to keep going, as stars race through the black skies, the wind travels through […]
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Welcome to my digital soul!
But please leave any negative judgement under the back button.
between being and not being at all!
Bare naked, faked emotions dress the dark gloom that hovers over the silent lover who awaits seldom moments of seclusion infused with random omens of beauty which escaped its meaning and dwelled an unparallelled existence that attaches itself to parts of humanity to only shine when we can’t define the crying of nothingness which we […]
Time is running away. Souls are crippling with burdening sensation of inadequate illusionary responsibility. All fades away except the responsibility of stripping our angry ignorant spirits in front of the undermined amazing creation. Escape to the ends and corners of the desired lost fate while your present becomes unrelated to a state of confusionism and hate. i […]
The mind dissolves in a deep state of misconciousness when it stares at the depth of time and the depth of our lives. Time is deep enough to bury the unspoken secrets of the lonely spirits and our lives are a short breeze that caresse the cheeks of existence after it drank out of our struggles and our long lasting, […]
Feel as if the world has lost its meaning withing the depth of materialism and every day life struggle. And we are a part of it. We cannot escape the fact that we are stuck, stuck, carried, affected, infected with the latest contagious material objects. Back in the day, an idea will make you stay […]
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My First New Post
This is my first new post on my new site! i love writing! there is a substantial experience that typing can never replace. When your pen touches the soft, blank paper that is dying to acknowledge the true spririt behind you, without casting a judgment or correcting mistakes that could only be a reflection of […]